Wednesday, December 31, 2008

My new year Revolution

Here are the list of my new year revolutions : Bye-bye 2008 and helloo 2009!!

1) Loose 30 pounds that includes with a smaller butt and flat abs..hehe

2) Attain 3.5 GPA every semester.. =0

3)Read more English Text

4) Be a good trainee teacher

5) Be more matured..stop singing n dance doodle alone like an idiot..haha

6) Be confident in presentation that includes curbs oral anxiety and shaky movements in front of the peers

7) Eat healthy food: Less fat, salt and carbs...reduce junk food and fast food

8) Protect skin from UV light..

9) Spend wisely

10) Find the one..if i can between this year..haha

Friday, December 26, 2008

Last Night.

I did remembered something about my dream sometimes.Last night i was dreaming about a murder case happens somewhere near my neighbourhood.Maybe I just watched too much of desperate housewives series through out the holidays..hehe.. I became the witnessed of a murder case.In starts when there was 3 girls having fun during their last day of school, that's include me , a taller girl and a short hair girl.These girls were just the girls in my dream.As far as i concern all my friends have long hair.Then the police was investigating a case about a missing boy who haven't came back for 3 days.On the night that i was hanging out along with the 2 girls , the police came by and started to questioned us about the missing boy then all of us weren't give enough detail about the boy because we hardly saw the boy.The tall girl said that she saw that boy at her school playing "police and thieves" while the short hair girl said she saw the boy buying ice -cream at Seven Eleven.Then, i told the police that i wasnt recognize the boy because i wasnt in the school with the girls.About 3 hours later , the question had been answered !! the boy was found near the lake along with the school bag and an ice cream stick.Police , ambulans and fireman were gathering at the crime scene.At the same time , we were watching Tv at the short hair girl house and the police will still investigate until the sun arise.While we were taking about our life , boys , gossips and studies, the tall girl realized that she's kinda feeling thirsty.So, the short hair girl went inside the house and grab her a glass of water.She suddenly slip on the floor and we saw there was spots of blood on her dress.. Then i was about to ask something " eh , ko period ke??" the tall girl said " Ha,,ah la babe baju ko ade darah!".The short hair girl was sweating and expressed an innocent face. At the same time , 3 police car partake in front of the house and asked us about the girl.We werent realized that the girl was already escaped through her back door.The police found that the short hair girl was one of the suspect.She locked us at the main gate and off all her electric source.The police ambush inside the house and found that she's wasnt inside the house anymore.They found knives with blooded hankerchief inside the cupboard.
+++++ In reality+++> i woke up after the dream..I missed what happen next!! so this dream is in history..++..hehe

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Happy of my improvement last semester

Everything that I've drawn last semester wasn't so bad that it really is..I realized that i've improve a lot.I passed all the subjects with flying colours and i hope it will automatically motivates myself to become more successful in the future. I would not going to give up eventhough i have to retake my MUET exam over and over again because it's not end of the world yet. My results really given a sign for me " FOR NOT QUITING TESL!!" it does show that i can make it until i get the most important scroll of my life!Ms j is still alive here, no matter what all the guys or the girls talk behind backs about me and my private life you guys can go to hell!!ahahaha...I' m still here standing tall..

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Katy Perry the new 70's Looks Chick

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Katy Perry Couture by Miss Spontanious

SHe is the perfect fashion icon!!
Listen to her new single _ " Hot "n " cold..

Super sexy pumps..

For the last few months i was dreaming to wear peep toes and or pump
heels..For peep toes i guess my feet does not suits the design because everytime i wear it , it will bring up slightly pain result to feet.I love what those girls were wearing in devils wear prada..Anne hathaway looks good on everything but i kindly love all her shoes especially the jimmy choos..wahhh..

So, i am trying to get a size for me soon.I hope by wearing stockings it will make my feet feel comfortable a bit without giving any pain.I want to look more sophisticated this time...=)

a collection of pumps..super style,sleek and sexy..=)

Monday, December 22, 2008

Hot nerd in the house..

To me Nerds are the new hunks..I just love look at guys with "specky" .They looks more matured and fantastically genius with the glasses.One of the movie character that i adore is Stephen Glass.The character was played by Hyden Christensen

This film tells the true story of fraudulent Washington, D.C. journalist Stephen Glass (Christensen), who rose to meteoric heights as a young writer in his 20s, becoming a staff writer at "The New Republic" for three years (1995-1998), where 27 of his 41 published stories were either partially or completely made up.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

I love graphic tees..

I'm so high too graphic tees now...anytype of graphic image will do ..i dont care about the price or the brands.As long it looks nice and fits my size than i will purchase it..there's this one shirt i saw at top shop it cost about Rm 83.90..It looks like a guys size to me but who cares, nobody cares about which side of store that you's your money are examples of graphic tees at

Michael Myers is still alive??

Ok first of all you might think i'm outdated or wierd or something like it. Just up last night i saw one of the slasher movie called " Halloween". It is the remake version of the Halloween movie on the 70's.Michael myers is the most popular fictional character of all the slasher movies. He is a serial killer that killed his older sister, his sister's bf , his mother bf's and other teenage and kill anyone that he crossed too.They're dead or have been forever scarred by encountering a psychopath by the name of Michael Myers. On Halloween night 1963, six-year old Michael brutally murdered his older sister and ended up locked away in the county sanitarium for the next 15 years. On Halloween night 1978, Michael came home... and the rest is movie history.

Michael's primary targets would be found in his own family tree, his rage seemingly fueled by the abandonment for so many years. His sister Laurie Strode, Laurie's psychic daughter Jamie, and Laurie's son John were among subsequent targets.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

No food no life..

Food is the most essential part of human life. WE need food to boost up our energy and mind or else we cant power up our body systems. THis is similar to our hanphone battery , if we forgot to charge it then we wont able to make any that right??haha..

I just love to eat and i even crave something like tauhu fa or any asam like a lot..aku ni megidam ke?LOL.. Holiday is the day that people used to hunt for food.For example, the prosperity meal just lift of the page by having such a good feedback by those fast food lover. The patty meat or chicken is deep inside black pepper sauce and layer it with onions and salads. Moreover , the set comes with curly fries which is my favourite although i havent eat it yet. The TV ad just make the viewers eyes drools down to the chin!! most of my friends had eaten it.I suppose to cut down my fast food and junk food intake by my doctor advice. WEll.. good food will satisfied your nourishment.Maybe i just eat it once this holiday since it only comes once in a blue moon.Prior to this , I need to get the money as well cause i think it quiet pricey which it cost about Rm14++ for one meal..I wonder the price does kick off Burger King..Competition between McDonald's and Burger king is on !!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Boring life..

It semester break suppose to be fun and enjoyable.Unfortunately , my level of boredom have increased until i have nothing to do at home. Everyday i did the chores , watch Tv , online chatting and sometimes i prepare dinner for my mom .More than less i learned about being a responsible daughter and family member to my family. But then, i still need my fun time . I miss my girlfriends in UNi..I miss assignments??haha ..dont think i'm crazy ya" if i have my license right now i can drive my mother's car or my dad's because they recently went for outings these few weeks. I'm still waiting for my Pangkor vacation to swept off my boring life right now...

Friday, December 12, 2008

Format my Laptop

i just format my laptop..but yeah2 can use the internet again!!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Laptop problem and holiday plans.

What happen to my laptop??

one : the wireless adapter is not working
two : the network icon " fail to start....
three : slow windows start up

holiday plans??
yeah it's holiday!! time to relax and do spring cleaning
I decided to continue on my teaching and my parents will take me to Pulau Pangkor on the 18th..yeah!!!

Friday, November 21, 2008

Survey in the exam season..

1. What’s your ambition?
get the job and be with the one..=)

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
never..i still wanna enjoy my life

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
confidence?idts..even if is started to be one.. i fall back..=(

5. How many babies you want?
huemm..3 is enough.

6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
Clinique happy..=)

7. What is your goal for this year?
Get back my 3.5 pointer..and loose 20 pounds..

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)

- nice smile
- romantic
- caring
- smart
- always be there for me
- can tolerate
- understanding

10.What feeling do you love most?

11. What is your bad habit?
gigit kuku..=(

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hates you?
stop making fun of others please..u guys r not so perfect either..

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

14. What does flying means to you?

15. What do you crave for the most currently?

16. What’s currently in your mind?
exam..and himm

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
nobody tag u recently..

18. What would you really like to do, like right now ?
pg mandi r..

19. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
I will become MS Jahirah in any school in malaysia..

20. What do you feel right now ?
emm.did i do something wrong?=(

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Year 2 WAR..

Year two Exam is coming..I'm not ready for it.It seems i was working hard this semester but yet i think i cant score that much in the exam..I think i will fail one of the subject or obtain a 'D" or even C- for certain subjects.hmmm..I try hard not to obtain below B- because it's really effects everything on my pointer.I seriously doenst have the feeling to study this semester.This is seriously not me.I hate studying last minute for my test and assignments but this is what i am now, being with my lazy ass all the time...

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Fantastic kiera in the Duchess..

I am the number one fan of kiera knigtley. I love her since her first appearance in bend it like beckham..her latest movie is The Duchess the life of Georgina Cavendish. Her beauty and charisma made her name, her extravagant tastes and appetite for gambling and love made her infamous. Married young to the older, distant Duke of Devonshire, intimate of ministers and princes, Georgiana became a fashion icon, a doting mother, a shrewd political operator and darling of the common people. But at the core of the story is a desperate search for love.Look at her hair style is much different than before because it suits the era of the of eighteen century.Kiera still looks fabulous eventhough the make up artist make her like an 80 year old woman ..=)

Monday, October 27, 2008

recomended love songs..

here are the few list of love songs that i've recomended to my friends..
to my cbn babes thanks for still beng my friend.You guys r there beside me you girls..=)

English songs
1) n'sync .. This i promise you
2 ) Marc Anthony ...My baby You
3) Christina Aguilera...Hurt
4) There you'll be..Faith Hill
4) Ne yo..because of you
5) Shayne Ward..No promises
6)Sixpence None the Richer..Kiss me
7)Never had a dream come true..SClub 7
8)All or Nothing..O-town
9)Wait for you..Elliot yamin
10)My Immortal..Evanescence

Malay/Indonesian Songs

1)Ada cinta..Irwansyah and acha
2) mengintai Langit...Coco
3) Kasih Tercipta...Faizal One in a million
4)Dealova..Once Dewa
5)Sonata Musim Salju..Hazam

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Raya ke?

can anyone define what is Raya?haha..definitely is a celebration!!yeah..u got angpows, eat more and more and get connected with your friends and relatives

This year raya..was not the above mention..i got tons of homework to do..all my lectures had pushed everything after raya..therefore, materials and work must be done before hand.. and yes the most interesting part is my Sunday claz.. sorry to say , i hate Teaching of Grammar not just because of the sub but also the lecturer, i almost fell asleep inside the claz!but yes Ms J cant complain because is just the mid of the semester..better work hard this time..

Password Recovered!!

hey yeah people..juz got my password recovered. =)

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Rocky outfit!

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hey guys..wanna have a party with famous rockstar in town??

grab ur purse and try to get one of these stuffs or if u want all of them to become as a set then, go get it babe!!
1)portrait t-shirt
2)red clutch
3)rockstar bangle and wooden bangle * tips wear more bangles of you makes u like a star!
4)low rise jeans
5) black high pumps
7)black sequin beret
8)peace earrings

It hides our cheeks ...

We wear the mask!!
Susah wei poem nie!!

we wear the mask by Paul L.dunbar..the poem that i had to analyze..
Mdm Z is very strict on evaluating the points that have been given by me and my group members.Instead the argument session was the most crucial time for us to answer whatever question that been asked by her because marks will be taken from just to test on how well we can defend our answers. No detail explanation and no evidence :"you 'll die in exam!!" literature it is not easy for us to identify the intended meaning of the whole poem, it wasn't easy as we were in High school before.

thanx to Ms least she had done her best to answer the questions~~

Well, this is my first presentation that i had encountered for mdm Z's subject!there's going to be more presentations to go next time.

As the result of my depression , after the presentation, i suffered from Diarrhoea, constipation and i puke twice because, i didnt had my lunch and only take my meal at night. At night, i eat those spicy foods and there you stomach swollen and i cant make it to class the next morning..sorry Ms eda..=p

Life must go on, and there's time we fall..success comes form failure, we bounce back after we fall ..because this is my journey and not my destination..

p/s : better work hard next time and avoid last minute work!!..=P

Saturday, July 26, 2008

moi aime "fairytales"..


I love fairytales,
Fairytales show me the beauty of life,
Fairytales show me the nature of imagination.
I love fairytales,
I learn about love, happiness and courage in it,
And I am trying to observe every single one of it.
I love fairytales
Princess and princesses are the one, who make it alive,
For it to be real and full of drama.
I love fairytales,
As one I should know,
My heart always be in it.
-Ms J

How to live a "Gossip girls" Life??

Have you ever wanted to live the life of the girls in the popular novels called "Gossip Girl"? Do you want to be like Blair Waldorf and Serena Van Der Woodsen? You don't need to be pretty or popular or rich to live like them! Well, grab your best friend and get the party started..

1.Well every Gossip Girl knows it's all about hierarchy. So obviously you need to make an impression on everyone..and that means everyone. Get a gorgeous popular boyfriend and loyal attractive friends.

2.It's also important to be beautiful. No, you don't need to be Blair or Serena clones, but use them as examples. Shiny, clean hair, clear skin, a fab wardrobe, and a hot body will do. Oh and most important a cell phone for quick gossip and news.

3.Read all of the Gossip Girl novels so that you know more about the whole world they live in! It's so cool!! Shop at for name brand clothing and always hang out together! Make sure you always have clean and tailored clothing so that you look rich! Have as much clothes as possible but don't waste your money!

4.Make sure your nails and skin are perfect just like Blair and Serena and her other friends!(Don't bite them it's just well...ew) Do it yourself at home with home recipes so you can waste you money on clothes!(If you can afford it go to a day spa and salon)

5.Have designer clothing, any label that is hot right now. DO NOT try to copy the same style as the Plastics in Mean Girl.(They look slutty) The gossip girls are mean, but classy and dress more European in high end designer brands, not like normal teenagers like the Plastics.

6.Find boyfriends. Choose a jock LIKE cHUCK BASS OR NATE, never ever a nerd even if they are friendly in a geeky way. It will be easy because you'll be looking hot.(But never look like a slut)

7.Make sure you always look your best at all times and always wear makeup in public. Make sure to have tame eyebrows, even if that means sacrificing 5 minutes a day to do a quick pluck. Also, have smooth moisturized legs and armpits. Waxing or shaving will do.

8.Make sure you all have really cool rooms. If possible, try to decorate your rooms like a classy and/or fancy hotel! Not like the Holiday Inn... yuck!

9.Act like the "it" girls at school so you can become really cool and popular.(But get your own personality and attitude)


-Keep your group friendly towards each other
-Make sure you have friends outside the group to fall back on.
-Always remember to be yourself and have fun!
-Save some of your money, clothes are not everything

Thursday, July 24, 2008

About Me and My School..

My name is Jahirah binti Jalal Abidin.

Currently taking Bachelor (hons) of Education in Teaching English as a Second Language. I was Born in Kuala Lumpur on the 13 the of February 1988. Along my 20 years of age, I was grown up in this "big durian" with my 2 beautiful sisters and my big irritating brother.=) My parents Mr Jalal Abidin and Mrs Halimah Hamid are the most amazing people that I had in this world. They worked so hard from day until night to make sure all his kids were grown up blissfully in order to take charged of our own life in the future. In 1995, I was sent to ST ronan Kindergarten at Titiwangsa ,Kuala Lumpur and I continued my primary education at SRK Convent Bukit Nanas,Kuala Lumpur.Later then, I continued on my secondary level at the same school which is SMK Convent Bukit Nanas aka CBN. I'm sure it is one of the famous girl’s school in Kuala Lumpur or even in Malaysia.I'm pretty impress of the structure and the art of architecture of this more than one hundred years building. I enjoyed my life in CBN, I love the teachers, the school canteen worker there were nice so to me though..=),and there’s our priceless heritage the Bukit Nanas forest. I had entered it twice for a day camp with my troops and we were quite proud of having a school besides the most historical heritage forest in Kuala Lumpur.

Besides, tourist or visitors may use the shortcut or undertake the jungle track to 'escaped" to Menara Kuala Lumpur. According to my teacher, it is just take about 10 minutes to get there..CBN was build on 1819 by a group of nuns, 'The Sisters of the Holy Infant Jesus', Mother St. Andre, St. Sabine and Sr. Madeline arrived from Singapore with the intention of starting a school at a location on Jalan Ampang (which is now situated at the front of the current school). The school started with the total number of 7 male students and 5 female students. Located in the heart of Kuala Lumpur’s Golden Triangle, CBN has the coveted location of bordering the edge of the Bukit Nanas forest reserve. Because of the proximity to the forest reserve, development in the area is limited. Because of this, CBN has been able to avoid being relocated as Bukit Bintang Girls School (on Jalan Bukit Bintang). The shade and cooler temperature of the forest as well as regular visits from the monkeys that reside in the forest, are some of the pleasures enjoyed by CBNers while at school.ST.John Institution is down the road from CBN and is considered the brother school to CBN. Both schools share many traditional and historical links. The Roman Catholic St John's Cathedral is situated on the road leading up to both schools. Both CBN and St. John’s Institution are famous for its main buildings which were built in the style of English Gothic architecture.CBN's long history being one of the longest established schools in Kuala Lumpur leaves a rich heritage in academic excellence. A timeline of the school is outlined below.

1899 A group of nuns, 'The Sisters of the Holy Infant Jesus', Mother St. Andre, St. Sabine and Sr. Madeline arrived from Singapore to start a school at Jalan Ampang (which is now situated at the front of the current school). The school started with seven male students and five female students.

1901 With the number of students at 80, the school was moved to Brickfields. Esq. Goh Ah Gee bought Victoria Hotel in Brickfields for use as the new school.

1902 The student population grew to 114. Subjects taught were essay writing, sewing, physical education, music and art.

1903 Textbooks used at the school were provided by the British colonial government of Malaya. The first music test was conducted at the school and health education was taught as a new subject.

1907 Rev. Mother St Augustine became headmistress.


* The first class sat the Junior Cambridge examinations.
* Miss Dottie and Miss Chew Lian were the first two students of the school to pass the exams.


* Due to frequent flooding in Brickfields, the school moved to its current location at Bukit Nanas.
* As the enrollment continued to grow, a new school building was necessary. Government architects Mr. Huxley and Mr. Kesteven, designed the school in the English Gothic style. Mr. E.L. Brockman, who was the Chief Secretary of the Federated Malay States opened the new building.
* Rev. Mother Tarcisius became headmistress when Rev. Mother Augustine died.

1914 The hall and chapel was built.

1923 Rev. Mother Adele became headmistress.

1924 The Form 3 block addition was completed.

1925 The first local-born Malayan teacher, Miss LOKE Soh Keen, was hired. She had been educated in Scotland and was the eldest daughter of Kuala Lumpur pioneer, businessman and philanthropist LOKE Chow Kit. Most of Chow Kit's daughters were also educated at Convent Bukit Nanas.

1931 English language, literature, geometry, algebra, bible knowledge and French was added to the school curriculum.

1941 During WWII, Malaya fell to the hands of the Japanese Occupation. Although school was often interrupted, the buildings were left intact and unharmed.

1945 After the Japanese Occupation, Rev. Mother Adele returned CBN to its original state with the help of the British Military Administration(BMA).

1947 The Nazareth Building, formerly the house of the Chief Justice, became part of the school. This addition was granted by the Government.

1951 Rev Mother Pauline became headmistress and introduced physical education (PE) to the school.

1953 Science was introduced as part of the curriculum.


* Rev Mother Xavier became headmistress.
* The art hall and laboratories were built.
* Economics was added to the curriculum.

1958 The primary school and secondary school were separated.

1961 Form 6 classes began.

1963 The Form 4 block of classes was built.

1965 Rev Mother Aidan became headmistress and the four Houses were formed. The Houses took the names of the current and previous headmistress Aidan(Red), Pauline(Blue), Adele(Yellow) and Xavier(Green).

1966 Rev Mother St. Brede became headmistress.

1968 Students were required to join and be active in extra-curricular activities.

1973 The school's Parents-Teachers Association (PTA) was established.

1976 Mrs. Chee Phui Lay became the school's first lay person Principal. Sr. Anne started the Counseling Program.

1979 Mrs. Indrani Manuel became Principal. The school office moved to a new location close to the Upper Secondary School.

1982 Bahasa Malaysia became the medium for study and instruction for all subjects.

1984 'The Facade' was painted to commemorate the school's 85th anniversary.

1993 Mrs. Vimala Matthews replaced Mrs. Indrani Manuel upon her retirement.


* Both primary and secondary schools celebrated CBN’s 100th anniversary.
* The school band was founded.
* Mrs. Alice George became Principal when Mrs. Vimala Matthews retired.

2004 Mrs. Ann Khoo became principal upon Mrs. Alice George’s retirement.

2006 Selected as a cluster school.

2008 Featured as one of four Premier Schools in commemorative stamps. 2009 CBN celebrates it's 110th birthday...

( Timeline was taken from )

MS J always here..

not matter what people say about me about how good or how bad I am..

I m still here, standing tall and makes things clear about who i really am , nobody can changed that..

I am Jahirah and my needs are more than being loud and straight forward on giving my stand

I Have the power to prove what lies beneath my arms and what flaws that brought me into the darkness of Gossips and negative Judgmental.

I will able to wake up fight to prove what Justice really is..

I am a human with brains and brains is the greatest god gift that we ever received.Use it well or else it shuts your doors forever..

To start a new beginning

My house 11.38 am-Bonjour, It was a cold morning in the middle of my semester break i had enough of doing things that i usually did.AS for instance, every morning i 'll make sure I've made my bed, wash the dishes, laundry , vacuum the living room and make sure it is a nice and conducive place.The, my mind strikes > why not i started my own blog??>>>well, it is on here now..So today 25 July 2008 it is the day whereby MS J had implemented her blog..hope you will enjoy all my post..=)