A piece of melody for ME~ =D

"Someone's Watching Over Me" by HILARY DUFF





Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Graduation.."Extra-evacuation"

The graduation date is out. Finally, I can measure my route to post graduate plan after this. No, it is not that easy to decide which way I'll be going. Post graduate master ?? working?? or not.Well, I still keep on praying so that Allah will show me the right and proper way on deciding the options for me. But then, the transcripts for our final result wasn't out yet. It has been announce today that , the results will be out on the 3rd week of September.WOW..that means another one month to go. what should I do at home then?I've been "marinate" myself at home as a "housewife" to my family these days. I help my mom to cook for the breakfast feast for Ramadan ,Clean the kitchen, wash the dishes and vacuum the floor.At night sometimes, i did tutoring my kids at my neighbourhood. As usual , I didn't entertain any other subject except for English.. LOL..hehe...





Then again, I am still anxious what happen to my result? It is good or bad? Pass or fail? fuh..Beads of sweats and my adrenaline rush disturbing my emotions and mind. I hardly relax when all my friends were discussing about this on Facebook and Yahoo Messenger.

Beep.. Beeep.. woot.. wooot..I need the answer..=P

My voice....

Keep on Chasing my dreams.. because I'm worth it..I will get my B.ED TESL.... A better job prospect... GO for Post graduate Program..Believe...I'm ready.. InSyAAllah.. =) - Jahirah Jalal Abidin-

Rarara.. Mamama.. Blue thang!

BLUE CLUES by bugmenot10 featuring Tiger of Sweden jeans

Post Graduate Part 2...

This coming season of Post graduation will be the most memorable event in my life. It is a dream come true if I can graduate this year. I just need to scratch the pessimism in my self and have faith .Now that I can see some of my friends doesn't want to be a teacher instead they would like to be in other kind of job which is not prior to teaching and education.I was myself would like to become a journalist or a reporter someday.It is my one and only ambition or dream that I ever wanted to since I was 6 years old. Back then, I used to joined my dad watching CNN although I do not know what's the newscaster was babbling about.. LOL..=P

I know it sounds big but then , I consider teacher wasn't bad either.A lot of people said, women are meant in this teaching field. This is because they will become a mother and educate their children in the future. This is how the nurturing and endorsement of education at home started. So when .they become teachers, they will have more time spend with their own family. I never have doubt with this statement because it is true in some sense.

Far..far..far Away from campus life. I'm here at home. Have Stop from doing any Nomad job after 4 years. It is a BIG relief for me and my parents for not burdening them anymore to drive me here and there, to pick me up, to bring up my junk and help me to unpack my stuff in campus.. Yeah , I might sound like a brat but I didn't ask them to do it for me. But, I am grateful that I have parents like them . SO credits goes to MAMA And Bapak! yeahh .. Love you all so much....muahhhh.. =D

Post Graduate..

Saturday 14th August- My life as student have come to the end last month.. As in I wont be attend any classes anymore in campus and that's I miss the most now.Its been a thousand ages I haven't update my blog. Even , some of my followers and friends been reminding me so many times.. Well , before this I went for my internship as a teacher in school and did my term paper. As I struggle and battle to reach my final destination as B.ED TESL student. I had a plan before on continue on my studies, but it depends on my "Piggy Bank" or my parents decision first. I got tones of plans after graduation inside my head. I hardly choose the best options that suits me the most.. As by far , I'm going to reach the stage of graduation first.. Its between pass or not.. I just need to pray hard for that.During my internship , I had experienced all the pain and joy together and that shows that it is not easy to cross the "bridge" that I want the most! But it is yet an interesting experience as well because I learn a lot of things as soon I take the ride to reach my "destination".

Right now,I really miss being a teenager and most of all as a student! My heart still said that " you need to go back to class , browse the text at the library , enjoy and make new acquaintances in campus! WOahh.. I wish I can do over again...I realized there's changes in my self. As in Yes! I realized it myself.. =D..

Over and over the years I have dream to travel and get the passport to sky..enjoy the scene of the European countries and met my aunt at the "KAngaroo" island. I wish I can do that now and I hope my parents allowed me too.. I'm a big girl now so why not bothering to find the path on my own.I just need to Keep hold in on and enjoy my life right now because life is short.. Open your eyes or you will miss it..

In addition..I'm sure all my ex classmates in campus have gone to each of their life path now. Some of them are working and some are still jobless like me.. hehe.. No matter what, I just pray for the best for them and myself. I miss my best girlfriend in campus before.. NELFI! if you reading this?? I miss u a lot babe!.. well.. everything is completely changing now but I will promise it will be Unbreakable..Hell yeah! =D
..... 4 years.... pain in the ass...weight gain.. weight loss... pimples.. hahaha.. what the crap im writing here??ooh yeahh it is like a kind of disease that I've been through all these years.. That was so NOT Healthy!! haha..Its time to do a few detox on myself before my sister big day is coming up.. My sister is getting married earlier January next year.. So I need to prepare myself too for the big day. I'm not going to look like an incubus for worth nothing..haha..everything must be perfect!Ok Now its the night of Ramadan 3rd so I need to shut this entry right now.. New entry is coming later...till then.. Au revoir.. =D