Words of Wisdom!

"They can say,Anything they want to say,Try to bring me down,But I will not allow anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me,
And they can try...,How to make me feel that I, Don't matter at all,
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or loose faith in my dreams..."

The moment that I've been Waiting for is here!

Mood? Definitely and extremely happy! My name is on the list for GOOD! FOR Real!I'm graduating this year! I cant wait for November to start as the fever starts to feel in my pulse.. I've done these 4 years back of my study life as a student at UNISEL and I finally gonna reach the stage of graduation which also the destiny that I used to dream! There you , dreams will always come true.. if you just believe and "rock that socks" that I used to say to myself before..=P I went back to campus and get my results and transcript. All i have to say is.. Alhamdulilah I pass all the final subjects in UNISEL eventhough my term paper result wasn't that good.. I suppose I already gave it a try...I was a bit wanna gave up this year and extend later but then.. at least i try.. =) I already starting to implement my plan ahead after this.. I need to work for few months and later continue on my master on mid year JULY next year...anyway..! SEE YOU ALL at GraduatioN ! I will be the one in RED! MY favourite colour!

I'm the Man!

I am who I am
A lady just like some of you
I am unique
No one can be like me

I've my own feature
No one can claim as their own
I've my own character
I speak my own way

I am not perfect
I am not pretty
I am not slim nor sexy
But that's me
-Jahirah-

Sepi....Cinta Tidak Datang Hanya Sekali...

Aku baru sahaja menonton satu lagi karya agung Kabir Bahktia iaitu Sepi.Cerita cinta penuh tragis 3 orang insan yang datang dari berlainan latar belakang dan akhirnya bertemu akibat oleh satu tragedi yang mengamit suasana kehidupan mereka. Ranjau dan rintangan yang di alami menunjukkan ketiga-tiga watak ini sangat mencintai antara satu sama lain..Tetapi akhirnya setiap pertemuan ada perpisahan..Mereka tidak akan kesepian kerana cinta itu tidak hanya datang sekali.Biarlah ia berlalu dengan penuh drama , kepahitan dan kesakitan dijiwa tetapi InsyaALLAh hati kita terbuka untuk seseorang kelak.. Walaupun aku sepi tanpa cinta.. cinta tidak lagi hadir.. cinta yang manis dulu tidak akan kembali..tetapi mungkin akan datang dan tumbuh yang baru kelak...

I wanna Make these Happen!

MY Dreams

1.Get that fatty degree
2.Of course.. convocation!graduation!and congratulation!
3.Get that healthier body
4.Get a fabulous JOB ever!
5.Buy myself a car
6.TO Become an extraordinaire woman by giving an impact and make a difference to the community.
7.Post graduate program
8.Help my parents, buy a gift for them. something that will bring up their remembrance about myself.. =)
9.Mr Darcy.. =)
10.Putrajaya Mosque for Solemnization.. =)
11.A house for me and my future family

Random stuff about me..

Name - Jahirah binti Jalal Abidin

Age - 22

Birthday - 13th February 1988

Horoscope - Aquarius

Height - 158cm

Weight - No way I'm telling it..unless I'm the skinny model with body mass of 98 pounds.. =P

Shoe Size - 6-7, 37-38

Hobbies - Writing, blogging , making new friends , dancing and dreaming.. =P

Questions


1)What do you like and what do you weak against?

like : Writing, reading English Articles online and most of all watching movies
weakness : MATH! URGHh~ and sewing! =P


2)The things that you desire most RIGHT NOW?
To get a healthier body and a bit of muscle for my body.. =P


3)The thing(s) you value the most?

everything i ever owned, including friends and family, every living and non-living thing that had spend time with me..

4)Secret Treasure

it's kept in my heart and there's no key to it.. hahaha



5)The most expensive item that you have bought and the price
MY Dell laptop ..


6)When do you feel the happiest?
Whenever I scored in exam , I win that competition and having fun with my peeps..=)


7)What made you happy recently?
When my name is included in the Graduation list although it havent finalize yet..hehe


8) Motto?


1.Every challenge that i undertaken will be the best part of my destination
to reach my journey..

2. You Hate me?..U wanna bring MS J down? Sure! Bring it on loser!..ahhaha


9)If you were born as a opposite gender?

I want to get the muscle for the chicks babe! dangmnnn.. =P

10)You dream when you were young
Lawyer...always been a lawyer because my mom said I speak a lot..haha..True!


11)If there's 10 million dollar , how will you use it?
I wanna use it on my own purpose not other people ok..ahhah how selfish I am huh?


12)IF you are going to a uninhabited island, what 'one' thing you will bring for sure?

Harry potty! =P

13)If you can only live for 3 years.

Wahh.. I can see myself with those smart outfit as a lecturer.. =)


14)Which part of your body you wash first?

face..



15)What pants do you want your lover to wear?

any decent pants.... lol

16)If you like someone,which part will attract you the most?

Smart.. Character..how funny he is.. good communication.. and most of he mustn't be broke all the time! arghh.. sorrry I'm priceless hunney..hehee..


17)What did the person you like do that made you happy?

like? emm currently.. no boy likes me.. but if frenzy..sure they make me laugh out loud when talking about some of the retarded teachers back in school,,and some loser boys..=P


18)When is the last time you cried?
a month ago.. not worth of crying on your breakups....

Life is unstable without love and friendship.

Each of the human being in this world need friends and their love ones. From my point of view, without love and friendship there will no any colours in life. What do you get if you are the type of person who always concern about isolation rather than having someone around you? If you love a person just tell him/her that you love her, if want to have a friend. just make a simple nice smile to that person ; as these are the steps into the happiness key of life.Even though , you feel lonely and sad, just take a leap back who are the person who always there for you. Apparently, there must be someone out there to be with you. I am just like other people; I need to have someone who cares for me. I do not have any love relationship now but I am bliss that I have my friends and family around. It is not the end of the world if I don’t have a boyfriend now. I need to find that special person that made me realize how much he cares for me. It is not easy job to find the one. Sometimes, you might think that person is right for you, but at the end, you started to realize that it is another way around. Therefore, there is always a prove why you need to have your friends and prince charming by your side.Unless, your life is totally cherish with money until do not bother with something else what goes in front and behind you. Money is not a key to happiness for me. It can even kill rather than make you happy. How to stable your life?? Use the mix ingredient of love and friendship.




My friends in Unisel during Theatre Meeting.. Miss those time..=)






With My mom.. =)

Let's get fit!

I maybe doesn't look that healthy physically but still got the the will power to workout , increase my stamina , flush those fat away from my body and most of all to be physically fit. I decided to register for a gym membership at Celebrity Fitness Wangsa Walk branch.Right Now , i kinda think that I'm addicted too it! The fitness center is totally cool along with all the well equip equipments available , a good service and customer care benefits and so do the trainers and the people there are absolutely friendly. Moreover , I do make new friends during my workout. Ok , Let's just push away the hot bod guy fantasies of any girl huh? hehe.. I just go there and do my work out , I might be lucky if any of those guys were asking for my digits.. lol...




This is my favourite . The Vanity room is more like a saloon type of room for the ladies to get ready for their hangouts or any other activities after working their ass off at the gym.. =P

The Adam’s Legacy: Boys to Men

First and foremost , this short piece of writing is not going to penalized any men or teenage boys out there. This is just a brief overview about the general world of men that I’ve found for the past 5 years I’ve learn about them. This isn’t will be the accurate one but yet , it is the reality .

As we all know, men will be the most top achiever in sports , cars , technologies , machines , camps , money making , executive for high status company and most of all women and sex. Each of any men will have these desire, if not all maybe one could be probably sure lies inside themselves. I never doubt that men could be more genuine in speaking and communication skills. As a language graduate, I realized that some of my male friends have this upwards skills to excel in the presentation in class. It also can be one of the reasons why they become success in certain things. Moreover, the “Son of Adam” (they said) will be the most argumentative human beings ever. They usually rise up their stand and hard to give up. From my opinion , yes this person is a “real man”. He got courage and ability to stand tall as long as his words and saying will be accepted by audience or listeners. If they lucky , they might will influenced their listeners as well. I think that’s enough for the success about men.
But the question voices out from the ladies out there will be enough a troublesome to some ladies who searching for her Mr Darcy. The questions are :“ What do men want in love?” “ What are the types of women that they want?” “ Am I good enough for him”?. These are the questions that we need to ask each of the men out there. Will they continue on the Adam’s legacy for tiding up Eve for the rest of his life. Adam and Eve are both 1st couple in the world. It is hard to follow their legacy in love. But only the different was , they wouldn't have any other options before and that’s why we need these question to outline each of the “honesty” among men in love life and marriage. MEN could be successful in jobs, paper works, get a Nobel prize , inventing the new technologies. In addition they should work for the “L” word. TQ – Ms Jahirah ( 16th September 2010)

Not so raya Mood.. !~

What a quite and peacefully raya eve in KL..All the city citizens had went for Balik Kampong for raya.. This is like the random type of thing I did before the raya open house work came from the "sky"...ahahaha...

* I'm currently listening to Hello by the Glee cast character Rachel Berry and Jessy Saint James... *wow..cant believe how romantic this scene is..huhu.. :-*

* I'm updating my blog because people like to read about my dreams,imagination and fantasy.. the level of perception is depends on their likeness of not.. if they hate it then they have to pass.. if they really love it.. Then YOU ARE WELCOME TO BE MY FOLLOWER.. TQ

* I'm thinking of why in the world that YOUR EX BF or LOver WIll text you back and still keep your number in his contacts..OOH yeah! He even wish you SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...
( no maaf bagi mu.. batin ku sakit..hahahhaha..=P)

* I'm trying to think how should I reply or not to reply his text back...

* I'm wondering when is the results will be out?? arghh.. I need my degree so much desperately!.. =P


* I will be eating my mom's rendang after this.. nyummm =P

* That's it for today.. =)
( taken from Yasmin's blog) =)

Syawal menjelma...

Ramadhan melabuhkan tirai.. maka syawal menjelma pada tahun 2010.. Saya mengucapakan Salam Aidilfitri kepada rakan taulan dan sahabat handai yang mengenali saya.. Terima kasih atas segalanya .. Maaf Zahir Batin.. Hanya Allah sahaja yang dapat membalas jasa kalian terhadapa saya.. Thank You All and Thank you Allah.. All praises to Allah for everything... =) sincerely - Jahirah Jalal Abidin..

A piece of melody for ME~ =D

"Someone's Watching Over Me" by HILARY DUFF





Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Graduation.."Extra-evacuation"

The graduation date is out. Finally, I can measure my route to post graduate plan after this. No, it is not that easy to decide which way I'll be going. Post graduate master ?? working?? or not.Well, I still keep on praying so that Allah will show me the right and proper way on deciding the options for me. But then, the transcripts for our final result wasn't out yet. It has been announce today that , the results will be out on the 3rd week of September.WOW..that means another one month to go. what should I do at home then?I've been "marinate" myself at home as a "housewife" to my family these days. I help my mom to cook for the breakfast feast for Ramadan ,Clean the kitchen, wash the dishes and vacuum the floor.At night sometimes, i did tutoring my kids at my neighbourhood. As usual , I didn't entertain any other subject except for English.. LOL..hehe...





Then again, I am still anxious what happen to my result? It is good or bad? Pass or fail? fuh..Beads of sweats and my adrenaline rush disturbing my emotions and mind. I hardly relax when all my friends were discussing about this on Facebook and Yahoo Messenger.

Beep.. Beeep.. woot.. wooot..I need the answer..=P

My voice....

Keep on Chasing my dreams.. because I'm worth it..I will get my B.ED TESL.... A better job prospect... GO for Post graduate Program..Believe...I'm ready.. InSyAAllah.. =) - Jahirah Jalal Abidin-

Rarara.. Mamama.. Blue thang!

BLUE CLUES by bugmenot10 featuring Tiger of Sweden jeans

Post Graduate Part 2...

This coming season of Post graduation will be the most memorable event in my life. It is a dream come true if I can graduate this year. I just need to scratch the pessimism in my self and have faith .Now that I can see some of my friends doesn't want to be a teacher instead they would like to be in other kind of job which is not prior to teaching and education.I was myself would like to become a journalist or a reporter someday.It is my one and only ambition or dream that I ever wanted to since I was 6 years old. Back then, I used to joined my dad watching CNN although I do not know what's the newscaster was babbling about.. LOL..=P

I know it sounds big but then , I consider teacher wasn't bad either.A lot of people said, women are meant in this teaching field. This is because they will become a mother and educate their children in the future. This is how the nurturing and endorsement of education at home started. So when .they become teachers, they will have more time spend with their own family. I never have doubt with this statement because it is true in some sense.

Far..far..far Away from campus life. I'm here at home. Have Stop from doing any Nomad job after 4 years. It is a BIG relief for me and my parents for not burdening them anymore to drive me here and there, to pick me up, to bring up my junk and help me to unpack my stuff in campus.. Yeah , I might sound like a brat but I didn't ask them to do it for me. But, I am grateful that I have parents like them . SO credits goes to MAMA And Bapak! yeahh .. Love you all so much....muahhhh.. =D

Post Graduate..

Saturday 14th August- My life as student have come to the end last month.. As in I wont be attend any classes anymore in campus and that's I miss the most now.Its been a thousand ages I haven't update my blog. Even , some of my followers and friends been reminding me so many times.. Well , before this I went for my internship as a teacher in school and did my term paper. As I struggle and battle to reach my final destination as B.ED TESL student. I had a plan before on continue on my studies, but it depends on my "Piggy Bank" or my parents decision first. I got tones of plans after graduation inside my head. I hardly choose the best options that suits me the most.. As by far , I'm going to reach the stage of graduation first.. Its between pass or not.. I just need to pray hard for that.During my internship , I had experienced all the pain and joy together and that shows that it is not easy to cross the "bridge" that I want the most! But it is yet an interesting experience as well because I learn a lot of things as soon I take the ride to reach my "destination".

Right now,I really miss being a teenager and most of all as a student! My heart still said that " you need to go back to class , browse the text at the library , enjoy and make new acquaintances in campus! WOahh.. I wish I can do over again...I realized there's changes in my self. As in Yes! I realized it myself.. =D..

Over and over the years I have dream to travel and get the passport to sky..enjoy the scene of the European countries and met my aunt at the "KAngaroo" island. I wish I can do that now and I hope my parents allowed me too.. I'm a big girl now so why not bothering to find the path on my own.I just need to Keep hold in on and enjoy my life right now because life is short.. Open your eyes or you will miss it..

In addition..I'm sure all my ex classmates in campus have gone to each of their life path now. Some of them are working and some are still jobless like me.. hehe.. No matter what, I just pray for the best for them and myself. I miss my best girlfriend in campus before.. NELFI! if you reading this?? I miss u a lot babe!.. well.. everything is completely changing now but I will promise it will be Unbreakable..Hell yeah! =D
..... 4 years.... pain in the ass...weight gain.. weight loss... pimples.. hahaha.. what the crap im writing here??ooh yeahh it is like a kind of disease that I've been through all these years.. That was so NOT Healthy!! haha..Its time to do a few detox on myself before my sister big day is coming up.. My sister is getting married earlier January next year.. So I need to prepare myself too for the big day. I'm not going to look like an incubus for worth nothing..haha..everything must be perfect!Ok Now its the night of Ramadan 3rd so I need to shut this entry right now.. New entry is coming later...till then.. Au revoir.. =D

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'Hari-hari tak pernah panjang atau singkat, cuma dilamakan oleh kerisauan, dicepatkan oleh kelalaian

My aims.. matlamat..cita2..

Mengikut susunan dan keadaan :

1) Pass MUET BAND 4

2) PAss ujian Jalan RAYA JPJ.. dapatkan lesen kereta.

3) Lulus latihan Praktikal

4) Lulus Thesis

5) Lose Weight

6) Graduate..

7) Dapatkan kerja

8) Tolong ibu bapa

9) Beli Kereta sendiri

10) Nikah.. Insyalllah..